Beneath the Facade

I remember a woman saying to me with a break in her voice… “My daughter is dying of cancer.”   I surprised even myself by very sternly saying to her.  “NEVER SAY THAT AGAIN!  Your daughter is LEARNING TO LIVE with cancer! It’s a big distinction and one I highly suggest you make note of!”  I am usually not rude, so I was well aware that someone in her family was speaking through me!

Today that statement hit home with a greater understanding.  I was working with a client who is recovering very well from metastasized cancer.   She is feeling good; her tests are coming back in healthy ranges and her doctors are optimistic.

Using a pendulum, I checked in on her energetically by asking.  “When we first talked, how was her energy being effected by cancer?   We used a scale of +20 to -20 and we found that her energy had been about a -15.   Now when we checked by asking. “How is her energy currently being effected by cancer the answer was nearly neutral at -.5

She talked about some residual fears of having the cancer come back.  When we checked on how her energy responded just hearing the word cancer it plummeted her energy to a -9.

While we talked I went into a deep channel and I wish I had recorded the conversation because the dialogue was profound.

My guides said to her.  “Cancer doesn’t kill people!  People kill themselves with their thoughts, their fears and their actions.  Cancer is merely the tool they use to get the job done.  By the time they have gotten cancer, they have generally been miserable for a very long time and for one reason or another, a part of them has wished to check out at a subconscious level.”

The guides went on to point out that when the woman first found out consciously that she had cancer, she was working all the time at a job that she did not enjoy. Yet, for monetary reasons she had continued doing the same job for many years, even though her interests had moved on to something else.

Once she found out that she had cancer, she quit her job to take care of herself and suddenly she had clients for the healing practice she’d been longing to have, but previously didn’t have time to try.

She now had time to go for walks in the park and take time for herself to meditate and she has now created a life worth living!  Not despite having cancer, but directly because she had cancer!

Cancer was the cause of her new-found happiness and her now more relaxed and enjoyable way of life!

As I am writing this, I felt a guide trying to signal me by pulling on my ear canal, it felt much like an ear ache but it was just a flash and then it was gone.   I asked them what they wanted and I heard. “It would be good to mention that those who choose to parish by using Cancer as their way out, are most often found surrounded by loved ones and healing major issues in their lives.  While, those who commit suicide do not get this grand send off!  This alone is praise worthy in our book!”

I would like to add that I lost a sister to cancer.  Although it was hard for me at first to agree with this way of thinking. With a little investigation into her thoughts, I can absolutely see that what my guides are saying is absolutely true for her as well.

To most people who knew her, she was an outgoing, fun loving, individual with a strong will to live. So she absolutely appears to be the opposite of what they are saying. She loved her job of singing in restaurants and enjoyed her family and friends with little outward appearance of any distress.  But, I knew her inside story, she was very unhappy with the body she was dealing with and had a sever non-beneficial belief that she had missed her chance to do something great in this life.   For her, her opportunity to be a “Star” was over.

I do not wish to challenge people or upset anyone.  Personally, I do not know why babies come in and get cancer so young.  However, I have to stop and remember that the soul of the baby is not new to this life.
It might have reasons of its own for changing its mind about coming here.

The soul certainly knows what it is doing and I just have to allow myself to make peace with that.

If you are dealing with a baby that has cancer, you might try saying;

I, ___________, place the soul of, ______________, Into a Full Court of Atonement with all levels of his consciousness and his guides.   I ask for, _____________, to be placed in a sanctuary of healing and shown a soul preview of what he might have to live for. 

Here are a few COA’s to assist with gaining understanding of cancer but let us start with aligning ourselves with receiving miracles!

I place myself, _____________, in a Full Court of Atonement with my heart, body, conscious mind, subconscious mind, and soul, along with all of my guides.  I ask that we are all purged with divine, pure, holy, love and placed in alignment with using the Full Court of Atonement.   

I place myself, _____________, in a Full Court of Atonement with purifying and sanctifying my name.  I ask to disconnect all other energies from my name and make my name uniquely my own.   I ask to accept my name and correct all conflicts I have with my name.

I ask to purify and sanctify my name and make it uniquely my own, and I ask to have all the beneficial power of the birthname aligned with any portion of my name I choose to use.

I place myself, ______________, in a Full Court of Atonement with dissolving all need to retell non-beneficial stories!

I place myself, ______________, in a Full Court of Atonement to correct my energy so that I am 100% open and willing to let go of all non-beneficial energies of the past.

I, _____________, place all levels of consciousness of myself, along with all of my guides into a Full Court of Atonement to correct my energy so that I am 100% open and willing to believe in miracles!

I place myself, _____________, in a Full Court of Atonement to correct my energy so that I am 100% open and willing to receive miracles.

I place myself, ______________, in a Full Court of Atonement to correct my energy so that I am 100% open and willing to pardon myself for any behavior that caused conflict with another and I ask to pardon everyone for their behavior as well.

I place myself, ______________, in a Full Court of Atonement. I ask to pardon myself for not listening to the subtler signals I had been receiving, that were telling me that I was not happy and that I should have changed my way of life.  

I place myself, _____________, in a Full Court of Atonement with being in alignment of seeing Cancer as a spiritual tool that people subconsciously choose to either wake themselves up or dispatch themselves into the next state of being.

I, ____________, place myself into a Full Court of Atonement with the essence of Cancer.    I ask to correct our understanding of each other now.  I ask to be pardoned for all of the emotions that I directed toward you.  I ask to be pardoned for all of the blame I have placed on you for causing the death of people I have known and loved. I see now that they spiritually chose to leave through your energy.   I ask to pardon you Cancer for scaring me and causing me mental and physical pain.

I, ____________, place myself into a Full Court of Atonement with being in alignment with appreciating the gifts that cancer offers us.

I, ____________, place myself into a Full Court of Atonement with being in alignment with being healthy.

I, ____________, place myself into a Full Court of Atonement with all levels of consciousness of myself with being in alignment with recognizing and taking control of my emotional states and taking divinely guided action to make positive changes in my life.

I, ____________, place myself into a Full Court of Atonement with all levels of consciousness of myself with being in alignment with creating a life worth living!

 

©2018 Amy Jo Ellis

For more information on the Court of Atonement go to www.thecourtofatonement.com 

The author Amy Jo Ellis gives most generously of her time and of her wisdom. If you would like to send a donation to assist her with her outreach. Donations are received through PayPal at http://www.paypal.me/amyjoellis

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About amyjoellisnews@gmail.com

I am your average everyday mother of 3 with now 3 grandkids. I am also a singer/songwriter performing in country clubs and dinner houses. But behind all of this, there is the ability to listen deeper into my own thoughts and hear where the good ideas are actually coming from. It's the same place that I came from... God If you have any questions, you can reach me online at Amyjosing2@aol.com
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One Response to Beneath the Facade

  1. Jennifer says:

    Thank you for posting this. I feel that this is true. I have had cancer for over two years and am trying to heal the root cause of it so I can live a happy and fulfilling life. I have tried many things to heal, energy work, diet, etc. The cancer is not getting better or worse, it is just there patiently waiting for me to figure things out. I am happy for the healing I have received and what I have learned. I am really wanting to know the root cause so I can heal and create the life I truly want to live and fulfill my life purpose.

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