Making a List of family

Shortly after I figured out that having unhealed issues was the cause of illnesses and pain.   I decided that I wanted to delve deeper into my own healing.

I took out a pen and paper and created a list of family members and friends.   I wrote down anybody and everyone that I could think of.

Then I went down the list saying their name and noticing how I felt about them. I would say something relatively neutral like my dog’s name, or the name of my town and noticed how I felt. Then I would read each name on the list and notice if my energy rose up or fell.

Using a +10 to -10 scale, I would evaluate the way my energy shifted.  +10 meaning I felt fantastic and -10 meaning UGHH!!!     I remember how shocked I was when I came to my sweet little niece who was only 5 years old and was “The apple of my eye” and my energy dropped to a -6! I thought. “WHAT THE HECK?”

I then asked myself this question. “What happened to cause this fall of energy?” I didn’t think of a thing! I kept asking… “I was with me the whole time… Part of me knows what happened! WHAT HAPPENED?” Finally, I remembered! When she was a toddler, I was babysitting her, and she tripped over a subfloor and split her lip so badly we had to rush her to the doctor to make sure she didn’t need stitches! She didn’t and she healed up perfectly, but it was a huge unhealed event that I blamed myself for. I then placed myself in an FCOA with her and her parents and myself again to be pardoned and forgive myself. I then centered my energy and said her name again, and she rose up to a +8 as I had first thought she would.

I, __________ place myself and , ____________ into a Full Court of Atonement for the purpose searching out any and all conflicts between us or residual detrimental energies. I ask to correct this energy at it’s point of origin and transmute this energy into divine, pure, holy, love! 

About amyjoellisnews@gmail.com

I am your average everyday mother of 3 with now 3 grandkids. I am also a singer/songwriter performing in country clubs and dinner houses. But behind all of this, there is the ability to listen deeper into my own thoughts and hear where the good ideas are actually coming from. It's the same place that I came from... God If you have any questions, you can reach me online at Amyjosing2@aol.com
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1 Response to Making a List of family

  1. zirah1 says:

    Another good one, Amy Jo!

    Like

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